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JMV's avatar

Hi Tanya, I first heard you speak at Evolving Faith in 2019. I also believe we have a mutual connection in Tara Owens. I am not sure how often you are publishing, but this is the first time I've received your newsletter despite having signed up a ways back. It was the perfect first one to receive. Chronic illness and a revolving door of stressful events have led me to a place last summer where I wanted to send the word hope to the moon and then it hit me extra hard at New Years as well. This post helped me feel less alone, thank you for writing it and sharing.

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Tanya Marlow's avatar

Hi Jill - thanks so much for commenting. I do indeed know Tara Owens! Sorry this is the first one you’ve received - I’ve had a few technical issues but I think I’ve ironed them out now.

I’m really glad this spoke to you - and I’m sorry about what you’ve been going through. Solidarity. X

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Jen's avatar

Thank You, I know you mean well. We forget what Job had to go thru...God&his bettn' buddy Satan had loads of FUN watching poor Job jump thru hoop after pure evil horrid hoop! Humans are Gods sick joke, heaven has to laugh or go live in N.K. only the beginning of hell.....

I'll leave you alone now. Thank you again!

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Jen's avatar

I do not want to exist. Not here. Not in hell. Not in Heaven. I just want to STOP. How do I do that? Yes under drS care blah blah blah there is no drug there is Zero talk therapy, I beg & plead to God Jesus HolyMolySpirit & what I get is more negativity. Fix me or end me. Please?!

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Tanya Marlow's avatar

I just wanted to say that I witness your pain and desperation. It sounds awful. I’m taking your words and directing them towards God and asking for mercy on you and restore you, against all the odds.

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